its going to end someday, somehow.

hello! today was greattttt but not during the lower sec recess when i walked pass that sumone. and during CPA which i felt like crying.
so yeaaaaa. laught alott.
skipp to recess . sit with connie they suddenly they laugh ?
they told me otw down to the canteen just now they keep saying " LELE LELE "
its one of a girl name. so nabeela asked connie " what is LELE ? " hahahah!
it was stupid. although i wasnt there, how connie say it i alrd get the joke. nabeela dunnoe whaat is LELE. hahah i mean who. lol .
so yea. recess over. khilda came to me. and start mention-ing afiq.. HAHAHAH -.-
hugged for no reason, slapped ahlian and shouted. HAHAHAHA ahlian so innocent.
so after recess was english. told mr chia i wanna change back to uniform. den walked long way with amirul morgan faizuddin and siyan den atlastt ms erda PUMPED us .. HahAHA
20 times. so yea. english kinda slept for while cuz i suddenly feel like ? lol sleepy after kena pumped. haha random.
CPA sit with nobody. hahahahahah.
faaiz keep asKING QUESTION and i sortof irritated i said " i dunnoe lahhh!" hahaha
okay skip SEL. played some games. didnt really participate. quiet boringg lorrr .
ibrahim was chasing ahmad. den ahmad knock down the ladder and fell. his hand swollen. den ms wang say can someone go and get ice. so im the first to run hahaha. den connie followed.
gave him the ice. den go to next station. i didnt participate. i listened to din's walkman.. hahaha.
so the bestt part
accompany ahmad to CPS for dentist appointment. CPS kids veryyyyy cute lorrrrr!
we come in the dentist and make friendss! the p4 kids super cute!!
keep joking ard. i took alot of videosss!
super had fun with them.. hahaha! dendenden, ahmad brother saw me and run and hide. den when i look away, he come close. den when i look at him he run -.-
hahaha, so, i had to go alrd cuz mum fetching. den i left the dentist. they, followed me behind. they asking me where i going. this cute little kid whom i played with actually sent me to the gate.. HHAHAHAHA
cute rightttttttttttt? hahaha
okay mom fetched me den bro. after dat went home.
dats all :D

hey you, maybe im going to break this friendship. im not going to talk to you. try to ignore you. i will act is if i dont know you, and we never once were friends.

WOOHOOO :D

Today super fun-ny can ?
hahah. first thing we do when we reach school: disturb the 2 fcukers!
was funny la.. the 2 idiots was sitting at the first floor, we kinda make dem angry.
by pouring water, while making a coughing/spitting sound. hahah!and so they tought we spit, they started scolding vulgars, shout here and there like the mothers sch.l
and so we left. hahah.
first period was science, no teacher!
2nd period CE. totally didnt pay attention. was talking and laughing. haha crap.
oh ya. was talking to siyan abt how dumb my brother is.. last 2 weeks when i wanted to apply the student plan or sumthing, while waiting for the person before us to finish, my brother ask me to go tell the person that i waNT to take the student plan.. he ask me to say "hello.. i want to apply for the student plan ... hes my father and hes above 18.." mum&me " -_- ? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" talk cock. atlast, my father say .. lol.
okay so continue with today. ntg much actually. skip to after sch
enrichment in the hall. sexuality talk? i dunnoe. its boring, i swear.
so yea. finished. we, the percussion ppl go for audition. was okay. i frgot bring mmy whistle.
skipskip.
when to the coffee shop to eat. we're the noisiest one. LOL, ownage!
keep laughing very loud, talk loudly and yea. we actually must plan for the teachers day performance. den............ MRCHIA came... so we start talking abt other things and keep laughing and laughing.
den mr chia showed us his IC. den ahmad, connie, amirul keep laughing. so i was so curious, den i take the IC, looked, and burst into laughter.. me " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! like prisoner!" hahaha! ahmad stopped, he ask for the IC again, and start laughing again .. LOL . siao
den we kinda hide nawshit file. he didnt realise. while walking. at the traffic light, ratanja and idk who sing ABC, unncle beside us smiled. paisehhh sia. hahah
den while walking to mrt stations. freaking noisy, was like shouting, singing, taalking loudly. sing stupid song. shout at eAch other. den reach the mrt lift. amirul argued with nawshad. hahahahah! was funny la. amirul being racist. den a junior in the lift been pressing open and close like more den 5 times cuz nawshad and amirul argued. hahaha den atlast mathan got slapped for no fcking reason! LOL! junior laughed along. hahahah! laughed alot till my stomach pain.
mrted home with connie and mathan.
omg, i dont feel like going to sch tmrw cuz got music. got mdm lim summore! sian lor.
tsk, dats all.
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Hey,
Eventhough you still care, things are not how they used to be.
i want things to be like how they used to be.
youknowitsyou, this is for you.
Eventhough you already said, you seriously care,
sometimes words are not enough for me,
maybe actions yes.
No use saying when you dont care. Seriously.
actions speaks louder than words.
If you dont care, just say it.


Thats not emo. Whatever.
Anyway, celebrated national day at cousins place.
was sort of fun la... was okay. we can either watch from tv or! go outside watch -.-
haha , we can see the ppl flying, and part of the fireworks, cuzz its block by the stupid building.
so whatever. Eat.Joke.LaughRealHard. haha
And den! Singapore idol starts, HAHAHA, super funny. esp, the asian avril lavinge[sp?] haha! and the NONG NONG ago man and more.
hahah, stupid.
so yea. ard 10 plus went home.
kinda sleep at the hall. its freaking cold, summore under the fan and its raining.
and now i have runny nose ):
how sad D:
ntg, thats all!
eh wait, tmrw sch! i cant find my ezlink! i misplaced it! wtfffffffffffffff!!

dear you,

Im sorry if i've hurt you.
i would like to thank you for everything.
thanks for having a heart to helped me and cheer me up when im down.
i appreciate it lots.
i want you to know that no matter what happen. or who im with
i still do love you.
last wk, you heard that i am sumone elses. i can tell by your face
youre not that happy. you tried to hide it and acted normal. yet you failed.
i overheard you saying youre jealous.
im sorry ): i know youre sad. but dont be, i'll be sad too.
till you told me the truth, den i know how sad are you.
you told me u wanted to have me bck but not after you heard im with sumone else.
and upon hearing that, u get even upset.
and now you have yours, and i have mine.
and theres no more chance for us to get back together again.
no more chance, totally.
i want you to move on with your life.
no matter what happen, you'll never be forgotten.

where were you when i need you? ):

Totally sad. totally.
i just felt that you changed. you've changed.
do you remember what you said to me? do you even mean it?
i want to know that, all this while, do you really care?
do you really mean what you said?
you said that if i have prbolems i know that theres always you who'll be there for me..
but now, do you even care to listen?
you used to (always) listen to my problems and entertain my jokes, now do you even bother to do so ?
when im down, you always tried to cheer me up with your lame jokes; now do you even bother to cheer me up with your jokes again?
Do you know how i felt? i dont think so.
you dont even care.
i even cried last night. i tried to msg you. You didnt even bother to reply/
;/

hey hellohello!
yesterday's NATIONAL DAY celebration rocked!!!!
hahaha, everybody went duper high! esp meeeeeeeee! haha.
3A2's are dead people(no offence). they didnt even bother to sing .. haha
thats what i see la..
okay, was holding on to uzairs D80. hahah, keep snapping pictures.
some turned out NICEEEEEEEE leh.. hahah.
okay, in the hall. keep laughing, screaming, singing& shouting
infront of us are 1D1's. in front of me is rosnie.. hahah
keep disturbing her. we keep screaming and i heard
we were too noisy until we made a girl cried ? wow ?
how noisy can we get. hahah!
and den we keep popping the (idk what isit called) and it sounded like fireworks! (wow -.-)
and yea. the express girls at the back keep jumping and jumping and infront ppl jumping plus raidah jumping and everybody jumping, i shouted " earthquake! " hahaha, am laughed at D:
okay.. snapping pictures.
while singing and luaghing at (idk the name) cuz he dance super nice! (not) hahah! super enthu!
hahahah, totally enjoyedddddddddddd!
dennn, ard 930 celebration ended. (awwwwwww) sec 1's n 2's have to leave the hall for their activity. haha! guess what. we sort of bullied the 1D1's. HAHAH! we kicked the rubbish to them and asked them to pick it up.LOL .but we're not that bad! atleast we said "thank you!" hahah. before that i was throwing the flag sticks(?) anyhow, and if im not wrong, the stick hit a girls head.. HAHAH! i look away. Lol.
okay they left. denn, briefing for the FOOTPRINT!
the brief-er (no such word i know) talk to fast! so i acted i listened. hahah, connie said " like studying social studies -.- " hahaha.
okay den later accompanied raidah change to the footprint shirt.
spiked my hair, very fast one. didnt turn out perfect. Lol .
den rushed to the bus.
reach there, amazing race... ntg much
just that, we keep screaming aand shouting, and running. saw mr hung
he wear the mini shorts =.=" hahah! i said" mr hung! u very sexy!"
Lol. okay went to army museum. den yea, last to leave from there.
den we tot we the last to reach sch,but nope. still got other classes.
after thatttttt, off to meet him<3
okay den half hour later bus-ed home.
thatsALL! photos --> facebook :D

NATIONAL CREATIVE PERCUSSION COMPETITION
i kind of adore myself today O.o random~
hello, sry for not updating.
anw! yesterday was the competition.
was GREAT! i ENJOYED! totally had lots of FUN!
i set my alarm clock at 430. but then woke up 500.
okay, was early la. the train is like super less ppl la. haha
so yea. reach clementi 700. saw raidah and junhan. was like wow, raidah is earlier den me.
hahaha. so yea. i head to sch first as im the leader i have to gather dem and make sure everything/everybody is ready
and do our last practice. but... when i reach sch, the class room door was locked-.- waste my time.
so while waiting i asked for wax from the boys and err.. wax my hair, spike lil bit. wheeee! haha
and den, 720 class door opened, take the bins, LAST PRACTICE, and WOW, its nice! iLike :D
okay 730, off to PINGYI sec. reach there. sit at the canteen for almost 2hrs while waiting! sian. but haha! we had fun
played the drums, sprayed our hair, took lots ok pictures like nvr take before. haha!
yea, sprayed my hair orange. den ard 10+ ? we have to go up to the hall.. to feel(?) the stage. haha.
tha stage is the same as our sch stage. so was okay. den the competition start!
start of with the junior badge. junior badge only 2 sch ? so it was fast. den.... senior badge. we're the 2nd sch.
while walking up to the hall, all nervous :D ahah, esp me, the leader. scared i blow wrong timing D: but! nope, no mistake! :D:D:D!
so yea. haha. while performing, teachers behind; ms koh, ms erda was supporting us. hahah, keep asking us to smile. how am i suppose to smile with the whistle in my mouth? lol just anyhow smile.
den yea. done with performing; judges comment.
i only rmmbr this words; "well done" "excellent" "great" and last but not least "I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL IN THE FINALS"
HAHAHAH. we were super excited. all the way down from the hall to the canteen we were shouting.. haha
talktalk~ and bussed back to CTSS.
skip ~
went to arcade with mirul, andrew and connie. saw ctss ppl there. all the way i didnt really talk just watch dem play..
haha, sry ppl. im just tired.
and ehhhhhhhhhhhhh, raidah! i want photosssssssssssssssssssss!
:D