hello hello okay so ya. my day have been quite good..

mhm... but okay la. raya is like a day away. pretty fast eh. jyeah. so yeah, recently i went to resorts world for second round of interview there.. and yeah starting on 5th september. hehe hopefully i can endure with this job. i really need money u know :( fyi , im helping mum. even i havent start.. i just wanna help mum and ONLY mum, give her money and stuff, for something we wanted. yes. whatever.

so....... ya. i want to buy that red electric guitar effing badly yaknow :( with my own money... yes! my own money. but mum said that, the house too many guitar alrd :( sigh..

so anyways.. just randomly think i should say this. yeah.im blessed to have such wonderful people around me. well, must i mention? haha bestfriends like ahmad and connie <3. boyfriend like him <3 <3 , juniors that never fail to make me smile, though atleast they still remember me after i graduate.. mention to all of you, hawa, rosnie.muz. khairul nadiah, nicole, brenda. miss them so much. did i miss out anyone? these ppl are amazing. just hope to catch up with them one day

thats all i guess. syafficarelli out ~

hello! here to blog via phone. heheh just feel like expressing things here instead of twitter. heh recently, ive been feeling quite high and retarded. well if ppl appreciate my effort they will like laugh to it. but some retards , unfollow. haiz.. haha kidding. i dont give a...? fck. haha ok so i just want to blog about un important stuff.

first of all my dearest one and only. boyfriend. thanks for always being there.. well actually at times. theres times i pushed you away cuz i dont feel like talking to anyone. you keep coming back to ask if im alright. give me long text.. but i still push you away. well my type of person is very... selfish at times stubborn.. so well you really stepped back. you love me for who i am, inside out. well i mean, he accepts me just the way i am.. hah hes the one who never fail to make me feel special. i love him v much :). miss you badly too :( bright side, im glad to have you in my life <3 i love you boyf!

secondly, adik ... sigh.. i want to keep you close. we, close to each other, like real siblings.. but know whats stopping? my weaknesses. yeah. everytime youre down, i have words of encouragement for you, just to make sure you chin up. have always tried. never give up. but sometimes. i feel like giving up. idk why. cuz i thought i tried and theres no any other solution. sometimes, your reply is a huge sigh for me. well im sensitive.. but atleast ?... idk.. i want us just to stay close thats all. i never knew we'd get this close, but alhamdulillah we are. i love you adik. in case you dont know i could always remind you that i've always treated you like one sis.

besidessssss. i miss all of my wonderful 4a3'10. really alot. outing plz? :( much love xxxx

Yo hello!! yes hello :)
ahahah guess what! i made a decision to like, keep this blog alive? for once ? hahaha
(trust me i'll stop halfway)
semangat 5 minute, like maggie.
hahahaha k wth!
ITS THE FASTING MONTH! why did i talk about maggie? -.-
oh just yeah im hungry :( not yet fully recover from fever :(
my throat+dehydration is the cause of everything, make me hungry and thirsty.
but ha, nah, i can take this. its not like my first time i fast or what. tsk.
FINALLY IM FASTING! eleh-.-its only the second day of fasting.
but! i missed the first day, yeah due to fever.

hahahahaha okay so yeah. on 22 july, it was a gooooooooood experience.
great opportunity that i actually danced with the nutz crew+freshest nutz!! at the floating platform. awesome bunch of people! i like!!
hahaha psssst "haiqal's hot. i likeeeeeeeee" :p hahahahahaha okay kidding.
hes nice. He said hi. he suppose to teach me the dance move, den ah, bring me to the wrong group -_-
hahahaha okay enough of that. moving on.
i love my boyfriend v much! hahahaha k moving on
errrrrrrrr ah! i met moliano !!!!! lovehunters guitarist.
after classes and stuff like that. i wish to improve on everything, be it guitar and vocals.
i'll write a song and give it to him. if he expose us. OHMYGAY ITS MY ALL TIME DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!OKAY...IF ONLY. I WILL DEFINITELY THANK MY MUM FOR ALL THIS.
SHE DID THIS FOR US, ME AND BRO <3
I LOVE YOU MUM!!
sang for him, obviously cock up. pitching goes wrong and stuffs like that. haha
but yeah, it was just fine. awesome. :)

so anyways, i kinda miss ctss. but who doesnt. well maybe this year batch, sec 1 2 3 4 doesnt likes it cuz everything changed. yes, trust us guys you gonna miss ctss when you guys graduate, well if you guys insist you guys wont, den, too bad, during our secondary sch time, we never had HER as our pricipal so everything was great during that time. our secondary sch life was awesome. awesometotally.

so anyway...............missed being close to people that i once close with :( miss it damn baddddd. shucks. like juniors, classmates and stuffs like that. but i thank god so much for still keeping some of them close to me <3 :')

blog next time k!
outttt~