heyyy wassup. sorry for not updating.
so today, 29 april. English paper 1. yeaaa, im happy i could concentrate and put my sadness aside. like yeaaa.
ohya, its not easy, well, abit hard for me.
okay, trained to school, early today. i was tearing also laaa. den saw brenda and connie. board the same train as me. they noisy can. argue here and there. haha but funny. pfft. so yeaa, reached clementi waited for siyan. den saw raidah. walked with her also. i very sad la can, but them; raidah connie siyan , argue or jokes really make me laugh. haha. so reached sch, straight to quadrangle. sit and talk den flag raising. woah the raidah and nabeela can argue over a FORMAT?! during flag raising still can argue about format. wth. aft that went back to class. mathan disturbed me, i wasnt in the mood. den i was like "stop disturbing me, before i slap you" den he was like walaooooooooooooooooooo ): hahaha. stupid goat. after that, did some revision, a very fast one, with ms koh. mr tan was late >:( hahah, he reached class around 756am?! walao, 8 start u reach 756? pfft. den he gave out paper very fast. finished giving out around 759? den he say kay can start can start. den dunnoe who say, "duneed check paper uh?" mr tan: "oh ya, i give u all 1 minute check.....(3 seconds later) okay times up stop checking. start doing. "
class was like walaooooooooooooooooo hahaha. den mr tan very retarded la. when we doing paper, he keep smiling smiling to himself, den look at chunkit and smile, look dunnoe at who smile, den look at me also smile. he must be happy la. hahah, he keep doing stupid actions. okay so aft that ms koh take over. amirul and connie in front of me. they both can really argue in the middle. make me laugh. amirul bring a portable fan. HAHAH! wth. and keep disturbing connie. they argue silently(cuz its exam=.=) hahaha. den that raidah behind keep kicking my chair, den kick until my hand. got trademark summore. walao. den oh ya .in the middle, ratanja needs toilet urgently. den ms koh have to call office. so ya, he wants to shit. HAHAH amirul connie, me laughed at him. amirul keep making the farting sound. HAHAH~ wth? den in the end he still get to go. paper end at 940. den straight awy went to clementi mrt station to meet sumone and went sumwhere. so thats all. now currently at aunts house (:
Syaffyawesome out (:

hello. here to update. yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D
today was awesome, but not after school. superlyspoil my mood thanks to something.
was suppose to like, go lunch with nadiah, faizuddin, adriana? but i abandon-ed them, thnks to my mood. nadiah, im sorry for ignoring your question. i lied by saying nothing happened. sorry dear): faizuddin im sorry i walked ahead and left u and adriana behind, and went missing without a word. quarelled with you for awhile. want threaten me summore, make sure i ignore all ur sorry(s) msg. hmm.
okay so. hmm, first period was CPA. we, one group, consist of amirul, connie, pohchoo and me. amirul connie and me kinda irritate pohchoo until damn noisy. until she wants to throw her pencil box at amirul, and a pen at me. connie never kena anything! pfft. so after that was math. didnt really pay attention. hmm, recess ate to cups of ice cream. nice. walked around third level with raidah. HAHA pityher. but she wants to? so okay lor. saw brenda and kathy. kathy for no effing reason call me noisy, i havent even disturb her. wanted to . den she alrd say i noisy. was about to like open my mouth -.- okay so talked to brenda. she is another shermaine-.- like to hit ppl stomach for no reason. wth. so went back to class. erm, CE. lecture...... alltheway. aft that science also he teach-.- den english. didnt really do work cuz of my mood. pfft. den went 3rd floor waited for nadiah and din. blah3. den went sumo house meet the rest. trained home with wei sheng and connie. i was moody thruout, but wei sheng incident made me really laugh. haha. hurray for the noob guy who sit beside him.
"im writing a letter to sue my mom and dad for sexuality abuse."
HAHAHAHAHHAH!!! wtf weisheng damn asshooooole!
damn funny. ohh, the joanna from 2d1 tot we wanna find trouble? eeee, so scared for what. a awesome joker like me wont really go find trouble for nothing. im awesome.

WHats up. im here to update, like duhhhh! -.-
okay, 16042010 is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D yeaaa.
walked to sch with normal ppl. and yea, almost late.walked up to class. first period was science,
super funnyy! well, kicked out of lab-.- along with ahmad, amirul, gabriel, morgan, faizuddin, siyan, raidah, nabeela and vivien. super funny laaaaa. we joked damn alot. oh, isaac ran to the toilet urgently, and den faizuddin go off the lights. HAHAHAH! he inside shouting. AAAHHHHH!! WEIIII!! OI!!! we outside science lab laughing like mad. he ran out of toilet den wear his pants properly. LOL damn funny la. scared of dark. okay so after that went for PE. all the way to ISH we sang WAVING FLAGS! HAHAH! nice sehh. all damn happy. den PE nothing much. TPI also nothing much. 1025 school end, went to eat with kenny alex amirul isaac. ate chicken rice den walked back to sch. saw mr murad, had oral. v fast, cuz i told him, dont need five minutes, dont want waste time. den he was like, woah so good. LOL! syaffy what yea ? yea! hahah. aft that went to lion dance room. walk in and out. helped out at library. very funny. den okay later ard 1+ , 2, alot ppl start coming back to sch. so yea. while ms tnee doing her work, i found last 2 year, year book. hahaha, look look look, and stopped at a page. i was laughing at the class 1A1, brenda, den suddenly saw her walking behinnd. LOL! i laughed v loud. den disturb kathy also. hahahah. what ever. i was super high la. what u expect, keep shouting screaming and laughing and stuff. skipped to at night. watched speech day. performance. took alot of pictures with alot of people.. awesome. kay. lazy continue. reach home around 915.
enough of 16 april(: hahah.


okay, hey you. why wouldnt u think of what you do to us. how u talked to us. i was one of them there who get yelled at. so i wanna make things clear. firstly. we told you to wait for isaac. but then you walked first and yea, when you reached traffic light, we're still in school. okay.. den you call everyone, but the only one who picked up was, amirul. correct. but when you yelled at us, i told you that, i didnt pick up your call cuz of battery. i have up to 10 unread msg-es and few miss calls, i even show it to you. i didnt reply, and answer any call or msg, cuz i dont want my phone batt to die. afraid my mum couldnt contact me. but despite me telling you the reason, you answered me "so?cannot pick up meh?" whos not angry? youre giving me an attitude. i told you why i didnt pick up ur call cuz of the batt and you telling me "so?" and just that. you're being very unreasoable. i atleast have the opportunity to tell you why, and you reply me so? must you really give us attitude. we dont deserve this kind of attitude. yelled at us at public, you think we like? its okay. i was quite pissed. you giving me attitude when im tired. okay.. nvm. patience.. den you walked very fast, ahead of us, without even caring we are behind, well, i said nothing. took the train, different cabin as you, you have alot to say huh? stupid or what? say we dont bother ? why must you think that way, having alot to say. whats this? sighh.. seriously nothing to complain. Childish. when will you ever learn from your mistakes, like stop blaming others. and be much more reasonable. you like people yell at you? for nothing? Please stop thinking negatively. didnt reply msg means end friendship? idontknow. i never heard of that before. seriously no link can? its stupid. stop thinking negative and please(:

WHEEEEEEEEeee, HELLO :D
kay lets update, yeaaa u-p-d-a-t-e. HAHA -.-
today was fun-okay2. yesterder fun-er. again, i like inventing, cuz its cool. its like COOL ya know. okay talk about yesterday first.
yesterday, hmmm, ohya i got punched by amirul, in my face. its super ouch. super busted. seriously. i was like happily doing coursework, den he was fooling around until accidentally punched my face. pfft. idiot. sit beside him is fun laa, can joke, but very irritating. kay aft that was CE. yea CE, i ran down to find ms koh. not around. asked the 3a3 cuz it was their english period. ms sng say she went home, i was lke WTFFFFFFFFFF!! den i stomp back to cpa lab wih a very "not-happy" expression. mr yap laughed eh. so not nice. haa, so after that, recess, went down canteen and saw something. i AUTO cry. seriously, i cried. but i covered my face la.. i want to stop but cannot, so i crycrycry, and cry. den saw mr yap... den stopped. dont wanna elaborate why i actually cried, its so stupid. haha den went back to class, didnt have the mood to eat. lazy. den dian saw me , woah from far she can tell i just finished crying. yea, my eyes damn freaking red and cuz i just freaking finish crying-.- yeaa, kay its stupid la.
dian: eh why u cry?
Me: haha, nothing la. i never cry.
D: liar.. why you cry!
Me: haha den dont want believe. no i cry cuz just now sumthing really funny happened
HAHAHA, quite stupid answer la. lols. so okay. aft that i went back class. went third floor walk around. didnt entertain sum juniors, cuz myeyes were red. and yea, later they askaskask, i lazy answer-.- haha. skipskip. idk whats the period aft tht. forget alrd. haha. skip to after school. alotalot of fun. kay first went lion dance. okay den they did the wet dunnoe what rehersel. den haha we at the side making fun of raidah. but damn, gabriel seriously an idiot. anyhow disturb the ncc and walk around. wtf. okay so helped the ppl in the library.student ambasedor(how ever you spell it la!) we played instead. o muchmuchmuch fun. haha. okay enough of yesterday.

toooday.
first thing in the morning, mr yap change out seats. i was like walaoooo
hahahahaha but didnt know it will turn out fun(people around)
but not(when im far behind, and v far from whiteboard and just cnt concentrate)
but nvm. infront me was morgan, beside him is kader, beside me on my left is siyan, on my right is fairuzi. hahaha first periood music. i want sleep laaa damn sleepy can. but i did my coursework. not like some people, sleep. raidah lor. whoe else. hahahah so yea. blahblahblah. aft that MT.nothng much.recess talked about stupid stuff. aft recess, english. i was playing hey soul sister
at the back of the class with awesome audience. hahah. den mrswine tan suddenly come in. englis totally didnt pay attention. was joking with siyan. and ofcuz the ppl around me. esp morgan=joker.
he's like irritating kader, isaac, and the rest.he start singing many kinds of song and every of it has the word SPANGGGGGG. AHAHHAH. kay den. after that keep singing Ku KU KU DOO KU KU KU DO DO DO DO. HAHAHAH DAMN ass. DEN mathan fell of his chair. HAHAH! den he was in pain . then morgan imitate. he fell off his chair and said kader pushed him HAHAHA! hes acting v good. plus super funny. must see then can laugh non-stop. hahahah. den aft that, he walked one round. around our table den aft the sit down and say" wahh, tired sia." HAHAHAHA crazy laa. he super random laaa. seriously. okay aft that music. wah walked 3rd floor damn funny. shermaine squeeze my stomach. den i bit brenda with drum stick. HAHAHA i told her, shermaine do me, i cannot reach her, i bit you lor. nice. hahaha. music was fun. aft that. hmmm, nothing math. nothing much. den aft sch waited for the english remedial ppl to finish. den go home. super funny. walked to mrt station with amirul, connie, celest, yuanlong and raidah. hahaha, i seriously nothing to do, but find trouble in mrt. hahaha. okayy.
guess thats all la. lazy type so much alrd (:

:(sʞuɐɥʇ ˙ǝsɐǝld ˙ƃsɯ ǝuo ʇsnɾ 'ʍɹɯʇ ʎɐp ʎɯ ǝʞɐɯ oʇ noʎ ƃuıʞsɐ ɯı 'ɥɥƃıs ¿ǝɯ ˙ʞlɐʇ oʇ ʇsɹıɟ ǝɥʇ ǝq sʎɐʍlɐ ı ʇsnɯ ˙ʞlɐʇ ʇupıp ǝʍ ʇnq 'ƃuıuǝddɐɥ ƃuıɥʇou sǝɹǝɥʇ ʍouʞ ı ¿ʇɥƃıɹ pǝuǝddɐɥ ƃuıɥʇou ˙ƃuıʞlɐʇ ʇou ǝʍ ǝɹɐ ʎɥʍ

Hello.i decided to blog. yea. hmmmm, i just want to write things..dont come and question me after this. its my blog. i can write anything i want. right? yea.
so here it goes.

Person A: tot we are really close? alot people say that too. we're just not right? yeaa. we're not close. even if there's a chance for you to change, or we being close again, i dont want. cuz all this while i've been giving in. always. they said i shouldnt be too forgiving. cuz YOU might take advantage. so i wont.

Person B: why we suddenly stopped talking? we used to always crap alottt. and i remember taking care of you when....youre sick. we used to just crap alot. comfort you when you cry. the last we talked was, i wished you during your birthday. after that we didnt talk already? anything wrong? i hope not):

Person C: oh im glad our friendship is going on smoooooothly and , we're getting closer each day. Our friendship is the one i treasure the most. and i hope, this friendship last forever. Ily(:

Person D: Another one im close with. im trying to be reasonable and not finding fault for no reason, i treasure this friendship too(: Ly.

Person E: though we're no longer together, i still love you. you told me to move on, but i dont see you moving on. you're in relationship and you're entertaining me more than ur gf? whatthe? you told me you prefer talking to me more, den ur v own gf? swt. but i feel v bad bby ): but, i dont like ur gf either. pfft. stupid bitch. crap, enough. i felt v sad for you about what had happened recently. i hope you would cheer up soon. and whtever happen, im always here for you(:

Im graduating this year, and i feel very sad. super sad. this year past so very fast. why. kay lets not talk about that. hmmm.

hmmm post again later, bye.

heyy(: good to say, i feel much much better.. but still sad inside. who cares.
lets just be happy (: 2 full days im down.. and im trying to be happy now. sorry if i ignored ppl at msn. okay slept late yesterday, as charmaine was feeling very down, i tried to cheer her up. yeaa, im down myself but i tried cheering other people up.. msged her. and before she went to sleep, she feels better. kinda have this random idea of poem-ing with her.. i came out with this idea, to just say any sentence, and i'll complete it for herr. i told her to continue this - "roses are red, violets are blue...."
C: "charmaine is dead, and so are you"
i wrote; "roses are red, violets are blue. remember in every tears you shed, i'll be here for you. dont be too sad, or i'll be sad too. rmbr in everything i said, are all true.if you think you're dead, i cant be msging you. Cuz if i am, im dead too(: "

its past midnight and you're not yet sleeping. Im happy i could cheer you up by poem-ing. we'll continue tmrw if you insist, i'd be happier if you could cheer up even more atleast(:
i dont really do poem. haha(:
haha, well that atleast make her smile and! some other poems that makes her feel better. to her- is fun. okay. im just proud of myself, i could cheer sumone up when im down myself.
next. thanks connie, nadiah, amirul, kafi, thiam woon, chunkit for asking me to cheer up. thanks connie for just errrr, supporting? idk how to say. thanks kafi for the longlong msg and sorry for the one word reply. thanks amirul for understanding? okay, just thanks everybody and anybody else. i'll end this post noww.
Out~

hey. erm, yea sry for not updating.
ermm, lets just talk about yesterday.
Went to sentosa with awesome people (Y)
alex andrew amirul chunkit connie gabriel isaac morgan siyan celest.
yeaaa, actually they want go www, den in the end we tagged along with the guys.
oh ya, when connie called me saying she a tiong plus saying we going sentosa, im still watching tv which means, havent bathe and that was like around 10.suppose to meet them at tiong at 1030, i left house at 1030. awesome? i rushed like seriously rushing. missed breakfast at home. and trained straight to habourfront and ate sausage mcgriddles with egg at mc. hah, nice. okay so yea, skytrain-ed to sentosa. alex doesnt know how to tap. Joke. yea, damn kiasu can.was standing at a corner with connie, was smashed like sardine. den connie keep pushing the womans bag den she moved her bag infront. haha. den this grandmother damn irritating keep squeezing to see outside-.- den again connie keep pushing. awesome eh. the daughter keep looking. blame ur mother for squeezing when she knws its alrd squeezy. whatever. alight at the beach station walk to the beach find a spot sit there. change den play in the water. in the middle i dun feel good, i went up. den went down back-.- due to runny nose and heart pain. yea idk why so sudden. den i went back up sit until i dry-.-den went back down again-.- okay so around 3, went to change. wth, siyan and connie bathed at the children shower and made alot of noise. they enjoyed, i can tell. wth. so aft that bussed back to habourfront. in the bus morgan damn random, ask me to play frisbee-.- HAH! he ask amirul go stand infront and catch. HAH!alight den morgan went off first. trained with them, but didnt follow dem to bugis, cuz if i follow, i have to top up my ezlink which means i not enough money eat. might as well go home. so yea, thanks ppl for the day (:



reach home, went online. at night sumthing that really makes me sad, and cry out of a sudden. he suddenly talked to me..
H: i miss you..
Me: liar..
H: nobody believed me..
Me: i didnt mean that..
and we had a talk.. he really dont want me to be sad. but nothng can help, my tear is un-control-able. got such word? if not, i invent that word. its what they call creativity. Awesome me.
so whatever it is. i sleep, and yea in the middle of the night my face v idk what, bro wasnt asleep and he asked am i okay, i just said ya, and went bck to slp. next morning wake up, i suddenly seriously feel nothing, okay how do i say this.. idk what i feel. i replied to kafi's msg and yea aft that, lost the mood of msging. he type longlonglong msg. all i replied was " okay." , "thanks" , " okay " one word reply. sorry kafi, i no mood. hope u understand. anw i really hope i will move on and be my normal me back.
the(not)awesome syaf, out~