Outing with them again.. S.I.S.A! :D :D :D :D

Was funn :D :D :D :D :D

meet ahmad and siyan and dhoby ghaut. supposed to meet them at outram, but they were early.

i almost late. haha, so in the end meet at dhoby ghaut. den go find isaac at bus stop. wth! isaac wanna act cool lor. he wear his leather jacket. wanna act like zac efron -.-

hhahaha, den saw a guy, look like faizuddin, den siyan shout faizuddin, he looked at us, siyan look somewhere else. hahaha, met isaac and YAY got my christmas present!! JustinBieber album and mouse pad -.-hahaha but still thanks !

went in PlazaSingapura, walk around but before that, bought tickets for Alvin & the Chipmunks 2! haha. we watch the 230 show. lucky we buy the tickets first. cuz after we buy the tickets the que v v v long. we v v v clever!

den went to mcdonalds, cuz Siyan hungry. haha so eat. we take chilli lots of round la. first isaac take 2? den siyan take another two. den if im not wrong isaac take another 1 more? den later ahmad take another 5 more. HAHAH! nice sia :D

after mcdonalds, went up to DAISO. we walk ard. damn crowded, cannot find sumthings, we went to SPOTLIGHT. there got nice nice things. haha, Siyan want pinata for her bdae. play at sch. HAHA wth? den we play with some stuff;

HAHAHA. the ABOVE above's photo, isaac look like GAY. HAHA! NO OFFENCE!
soyea.after spot light when upupup, and they went to look at starwars again. they very obssesed with star wars. if me and siyan never chase them out of the shop, we will definately missed the movie. HAHAH! so yea, sitting arrangement was, siyan, me, ahmad, isaac. beside siyan, got one angmor offer us oreo. hahah! my face super blank. i dunnoe what to answer. den isaac say take leh!! say i want. i say siao. i lose face ah. haha, watch the movie. VERY FUNNY! ILIKE! hahah. they also play JINX like usususususus! cpycat. HAHA! i want watch again HAHAHAH!
after movie, they went it the starwars shop again. wah siao leh. after that walked to ORCHARDCENTRAL. bought bubble tea, walked to bus stop. took 14. we damn retarded in the bus, keep singing, dancing. HAHA! i was singing den got one woman walking down the stairs, she stared at me. wah, i freezed for awhile. HAHAH! den isaac so noob! alight at dover! tsk. me siyan and ahmad alight at clementi. in the bus something damn funny happen. HAHAHA! PURPLE!
i cant stop laughing. den we go arcarde. watched siyan and connie play jubeat. hahah nice (Y)
me and ahmad keep disturbing siyan. den kena scolded. we stopped. den in the arcade keep laughing and laughing. super retard.den 645 like that, mum fetch me at the taxi stand, den off to lau pa sat.
wasnt feeling well. so after reach home, straight awy sleep. till next morning.

afterall, i think im unreasonable. im sorry okay.
its history now. i knw nothing and ask me abt it no more, i knw nothing.

syaffy out~

okay.. im feeling muchmuch better each day(i guess)
so here's a short post.

I'd like to thank the PRESIDENT OF TH STICK SOCIETY, BRENDA.
HAHAH. sound so real.. haha.
so yea. thanks for entertaining me these few days. when im sad..
you somehow 'cheered' me up with your dumb jokes.
your stupidity. haha, thanks for ermmmmm, yea, understanding?
ermmmm, for this whole week we've been talking.
although our topic is very crappy, esp sending you $1000000 via sms.
I somehow manage to just forget everything.
Its been long we msg-ed like crazy rite. yea, you agreed.
so yea.. Thanks once again(:
-syaffy

Tmrw S.I.S.A Outing.
im sooooo looking forward to it. CAnt wait <3
loves; syaffy

erm anything else?
oh to you; you should know who you are.
im think im not agry at you.
thats all :D

voice-calling ; singing for peeps at msn. TEEEHEE :D

syaffy out~

Miss those times):

"everything is happening too fast.
its like you're right here with me
when im blink my eyes and you're gone
away..... away..
not now but forever..
away... away.."
disaster-syafiqah.

Its been two days we havent been talking. I can bear with it. Because i tried. Nothing is the same now, and im putting it all behind. Dont pull me back because i wont bother to turn around. You're my history. It will always be. I'm moving on, and im sorry. You have someone to turn to. A shoulder you can lean on. 16 will always be in my heart. No matter what. I promise not to forget what we shared. and im sorry once again.
Im not jealous of anything now. I've moved on.

Anytime if you happen to just rmbr me, listen to the song i wrote for you...
One & Only..
i miss you):
thanks everybody who tried cheering me up :D
appreciate it lots.

alrite. i give up.

the truth; all the post are for you.

my jealousy is strong. and i cant help it.

really, if you guys are really close, den continue being close.

im letting go of everything. everything that i had.

im jealous, yea i am. but theres nothing you can do.

you guys have so much in common.

and me? im just nothing. you guys knew each other first rite?

ohh ya i forgot. i wasnt the one who knew her first.

its was you! yea you!

like what i said everything happen so fast. faster than you know.

im hurt okay.

for all i did for you, do you appreciate? i always wonder.

now that you're by sumone else's side, well now i guess you dont need me?

yea i guess so!

im letting go of everything. just everything. and i will try. i will.

try not to talk to you. i will try.

i may cry as sumone i treasure has gone sumwhere. im hurt to.

well im not gonna continue. i remember you telling me....

"youve got alot of friend out there."

from that moment, i knew you didnt care alrd. yea.

thanks for the friendship.

everymonthonthe16th, its just myself now. there's no more you and me.

im............... out)':

these words are always in my head.

if i were to ask you, who are you closer with? Your answer will definately be "that person" rite?
why is everything happening so fast? Why?
you both just make friends. Is like i just blink my eyes once, you both are close already..
i tried not to think too much, but i think i cant.
if i never make friends with you, i guess nothing will happen.. "that person" wont be friends with you either!
im sad, definately. im hurt, badly.
i cnt find words to decribe this feeling. Its worst then sad and as bad as hurt.
thank you you. you're sucessful in every little thing you do.
im a failure and im nothing now.
just let everything be. cuz i cant improve anything.
syaffy out~

HEllO :D
im babababababababack from chalet :D
its funfunfun yaknow.
im a comp addict yet i forgot about pc. wow? yea wow.
hahah, so yea. first day check in, did alot of stuff. okay.
i have to entertain the kids and that really makes me tired.
i have to carry the dispenser in and out of the chalet like more then 20 times! full! filled with water.
tired ya know. but the kids have fun. good la. Lol.
den aft that, after entertaining them i go sit and eat. HAHAH! with youngest bro, eldest bro, his gf, and soon later cousins join. finished 3 packets of ritz. HAHAHA! eat with tuna! nicenice(Y)
den watch tv. den eat nutella next. wah, i dunnoe i why i cant stop eating the nutella. Lol.
den aft that...................................what happen? idk? forget.
at night-bbq! haha, set up the canvas. hahha! woah the wind very strong, i can fly XD really nvr lie. we (me aunt and uncle) tried to tie the canvas. takes alot of energy/strength. i pulled the string like oucchhhh, pulled the canvas like very hard. we take like more den 15 minutes. LOL US :D
okay so. aft that, bbq! i keep going in and out of chalet. wah, tired leh.. must take things...
den ard 10? cut the cake. ard 1030 youngest cousin+bro open present. haha
ard 11 i felt stinky so go bathe.
oh again, im dumb. I STUPIDLY BATHE COLD WATER. DAMN COLD LA. FREEZING. DEN YEA, I CANT SLEEP. IM TOO FRESH! DEN I STAY AWAKE TILL 230! with aunt and youger cousin. damn funny. same thing happen to uncle. we forgot on the heater. he was freezing too! haha! den we played bingo and hangman. hahaha! damn funny la! everybody sleep alrd, we laughed very loud, until sis woke up and watch us play LOL
OH MY YOUNGER COUSIN, HAZIQ, IS A BUSTED. HE SIT ON MY KNEES AND FARTED AWHILE LATER! FREAK!!!
den played hangman, the words all very crappy la. laugh until i drink and the water in my mouth all come out. LOL!-.-
so 230 very sleepy den go sleep. haziq waited for his dad to come back from fishing which i dunnoe what time. haha
okay next morning woke up bathe. breakfast. and stuff
sumthin happen dun want mention.
sit in the bedroom, very sian, play my guitar. record.... but deleted . zzzz me
den later everythings back to normal. we played outside the chalet. all like dogs. HAHAHA!
yea, i bearfoot play at the grass, haziq followed. play catching and all kinds of games. till we roll on the grass like dogs. YEA DOGS! hahaha, very dirty.
oh ya, from 12 plusplus, i CANT believe i entertained brenda. YA BRENDA! talk crap.till 5 plusplus
keep saying shes the president. right, PRESIDENT OF THE STICK SOCIETY.
and you knw what, im WOOD-.-
keep talking crap. about MONEY! i sent her 100000 via sms. HAHA! crappy rite. talk stuff, thats super lame.
stupid stick.
okay so night packpack, get ready to go home. sad to leave the chalet.
left chalet at 9?
reach home strraight awy sleep. damn tired.
today; rot at home. zzz -.-
kay thats all.
oh lastly.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER :D

hello :D
haiizz, kinda bored, cant sleep?
tmrw going chalet.. stay over till wednesday. at changi D:
no laptop! ohoh, fyi, i cant survive without pc, like seriously.
mum says im a comp addict.. tsk.
nvm.. 2 days only. i have to like.... control myself la.
next year N-level, and i can guaranteed i wont be able to use it.
woah, thts gonna be like how many months, woahhhh.
laptop, gonna miss you.
kay im crappy here D:

hey, im gonna stop being so jealous for nothing.
i have to stop thinking too much. ccoonnttrrooll..
yea, dont think so much and nothings gonna happen.
but like what my previous post said, that sumone have always been cutting my way.
just have to bear with it yea. that person have always been successful in everthing he/she did.
im nothinggg. i will try toooo.... just shut up and just shut up.\
zzzz me.\
kay im out~ 1210am

When im up to sumthing, someone will just have to cut my way.
that someone is always succesfull.
im nothing now.
syaffy, out~


i miss him, i miss S.I.S.A, i miss 16, i miss 5.
i miss everybody.
say what you wanna say, idont care. wait, that person dont even knw im talking abt him/her
bleh.

S.I.S OUTING FT. AHMAD! :D
HAHAH, he joined us now... so its... S.I.S.A :D
COOL. hahah. totally had fun today. but tiring ah.. yeah. tiring.
first, left house to dover, waited for siyan.. after that, waited for isaac and ahmad for more den half an hour! gahhh!
haha but nvm. off to cityhall. joke in the train.. keep laughing-.- isaac mom pervert siaa.. HAHAH
jk, but no offence eh. HAHA inside joke la.
reached cityhall walked to penin. then siyan keep saying shes hungry. cant decide where to eat, atlast eat at the indian muslim shop. And ofcuz! i eat my all time favourite mee goreng! HAHAH.
isaac ask for curry just like that. HAHAH we laughed. hes a retard. in the end, we eat the same thing. isaac so NOOB! we asked for spicy. but it wasnt spicy at all for god sake! isaac is like " hssshsss! aaahhh spicy. i need water" for me ahmad and siyan is nothing. wasnt spicy at all la!
crazy isaac. hes the only one suffering. NOOB! hahah, no offence but seriously.
so aft that isaac went in church to drink water cooler! hahah.
den walked to OC! OrchardCentral :D take photossss while walking :D
hahahaha. i rmmbr this part.

Ahmad; singing* "when you look me in the eyes....tell me that u love mee......."
isaac; i love you..
Ahmad; *points middle finger*

HAHAH. wth. i laughed at isaac.
reached OC, went to buy drink first cuz siyan was thirsty... went to sweettalk :D
den isaac and ahmad went to toilet. ahmad came out first den isaac. hahaha heard them talking.
isaac"i didnt knw u went out alrd. i was like calling ur name inside! i talking alone sia! lucky nobody inside toilet!" HAHAHAH, isaac dumb can? hahahah!
kay so off to level 12-roof garden:Dhahaha
we keep playing in the lift. from 11th floor to 9th floor to 1st floor. 1st floor go up again to 10th floor. down again to 1st floor, den up again. wah damn dizzy can. i felt like vomiting.. we keep laughing, and all like kiasu like that. laughlaughlaugh. den lift reach at idk what floor ppl come in, all act normal. hahah. wth.
OH YA. WHILE WALKING, I RECIEVED MSG FROM CHARMAINE. CRAZY LOR. SHE SPAMMED ME. THAT MSG CONSIST OF 10 PAGES! AND ONLY WITH THE WORD SPAM ALL THE WAY! WAHHHH, I TELL U, I WAS PRETTY DUMB, I SCROLLED DOWN ALL THE WAY TILL THE END. SERIOUSLY. NOTHING TO READ BUT THE WORD SPAMSPAMSPAM ALL THE WAY! TEN PAGES! WAH, I SWEAR AFTER THAT, MY INBOX FULL! THANKS UH CHARMAINE, THANKS.
okay moving on. walked to 313 somerset! damn crowded! siyan felt thirsty, AGAIN! haha so went all the way up to food republic. she bought plain water. wah the ppl very impatient. i felt like shouting. i bought milo. very EX! $2. tsktsktsk.
hahah, drinkdrink, jokejoke. den i need the toilet. went to the toilet. isaac and hmad was waiting outside. damn noisy. haha me and siyan joined them. played percussion outside toilet. LOL! ppl keep looking at us. isaac face damn paiseh. hamad keep smiling to passer-by[s]. HAHAH! den left tooooooooooooooooooo.. HMV. wahhh, we spent half an hour there, find/look for CDS! wah. den walk to somerset MRT. den taketake pictures while waiting for train. ppl are like looking at us. hahah heck care. alight at cityhall, change to east west line, i alight at outram and change to NOrth east line :D
reaCHED home and now currently uploading photos :D
okay so thats all! thanks S.I.S.A ! for today <3
syaffy, out ~

HELLO :D
back from OCIP! first, HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO SABRINA.
YAY.. FINALLY 15 (only ) :P!
hahahah.

HAD HELL LOTS OF FUN THERE, WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME! OR EXTAND IT TO 2 WEEKS! EVERYBODY WANTS TOO! THEY DIDNT WANT TO GO HOME YESTERDAY!
HAHAHAH, PART 2 NEXT YEAR! YAY.
OKAY. PHOTOS ALL UPLOADED AT FACEBOOK. NOT ALL LA. BUT SOME.
SO GUESS THATS IT :D
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D


5th december 2009 was the 2nd year and 3rd month.
thanks for everything. Memories will always be kept.
and i'll never forget. what you said. what you told me.
every single word.
i make you happy. you made me happy. but in the end,
it ends with a sad ending. someone said something and pulled me away from you.
i didnt talked to you the whole day, guess i made you sad after making you happy.
you cried, but you didnt show. did you notice i observe? no, i acted i didnt see anything.
im sorry if ive hurt you. im really am. please frogive me.
i wasnt good enough to be there for you each time you need me.
cuz i dont think you need me cuz you already had one.
only i will know what i mean. you will understand if you read it. \
you will get sad after reading it.
i just want you to cheer up. dont be sad.
cuz if you are, im sad too.
bby, ILoveyou. Butithinkishouldnt ):