SY/\ffY :D

hey. erm, yea sry for not updating.
ermm, lets just talk about yesterday.
Went to sentosa with awesome people (Y)
alex andrew amirul chunkit connie gabriel isaac morgan siyan celest.
yeaaa, actually they want go www, den in the end we tagged along with the guys.
oh ya, when connie called me saying she a tiong plus saying we going sentosa, im still watching tv which means, havent bathe and that was like around 10.suppose to meet them at tiong at 1030, i left house at 1030. awesome? i rushed like seriously rushing. missed breakfast at home. and trained straight to habourfront and ate sausage mcgriddles with egg at mc. hah, nice. okay so yea, skytrain-ed to sentosa. alex doesnt know how to tap. Joke. yea, damn kiasu can.was standing at a corner with connie, was smashed like sardine. den connie keep pushing the womans bag den she moved her bag infront. haha. den this grandmother damn irritating keep squeezing to see outside-.- den again connie keep pushing. awesome eh. the daughter keep looking. blame ur mother for squeezing when she knws its alrd squeezy. whatever. alight at the beach station walk to the beach find a spot sit there. change den play in the water. in the middle i dun feel good, i went up. den went down back-.- due to runny nose and heart pain. yea idk why so sudden. den i went back up sit until i dry-.-den went back down again-.- okay so around 3, went to change. wth, siyan and connie bathed at the children shower and made alot of noise. they enjoyed, i can tell. wth. so aft that bussed back to habourfront. in the bus morgan damn random, ask me to play frisbee-.- HAH! he ask amirul go stand infront and catch. HAH!alight den morgan went off first. trained with them, but didnt follow dem to bugis, cuz if i follow, i have to top up my ezlink which means i not enough money eat. might as well go home. so yea, thanks ppl for the day (:



reach home, went online. at night sumthing that really makes me sad, and cry out of a sudden. he suddenly talked to me..
H: i miss you..
Me: liar..
H: nobody believed me..
Me: i didnt mean that..
and we had a talk.. he really dont want me to be sad. but nothng can help, my tear is un-control-able. got such word? if not, i invent that word. its what they call creativity. Awesome me.
so whatever it is. i sleep, and yea in the middle of the night my face v idk what, bro wasnt asleep and he asked am i okay, i just said ya, and went bck to slp. next morning wake up, i suddenly seriously feel nothing, okay how do i say this.. idk what i feel. i replied to kafi's msg and yea aft that, lost the mood of msging. he type longlonglong msg. all i replied was " okay." , "thanks" , " okay " one word reply. sorry kafi, i no mood. hope u understand. anw i really hope i will move on and be my normal me back.
the(not)awesome syaf, out~