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hello! here to blog via phone. heheh just feel like expressing things here instead of twitter. heh recently, ive been feeling quite high and retarded. well if ppl appreciate my effort they will like laugh to it. but some retards , unfollow. haiz.. haha kidding. i dont give a...? fck. haha ok so i just want to blog about un important stuff.

first of all my dearest one and only. boyfriend. thanks for always being there.. well actually at times. theres times i pushed you away cuz i dont feel like talking to anyone. you keep coming back to ask if im alright. give me long text.. but i still push you away. well my type of person is very... selfish at times stubborn.. so well you really stepped back. you love me for who i am, inside out. well i mean, he accepts me just the way i am.. hah hes the one who never fail to make me feel special. i love him v much :). miss you badly too :( bright side, im glad to have you in my life <3 i love you boyf!

secondly, adik ... sigh.. i want to keep you close. we, close to each other, like real siblings.. but know whats stopping? my weaknesses. yeah. everytime youre down, i have words of encouragement for you, just to make sure you chin up. have always tried. never give up. but sometimes. i feel like giving up. idk why. cuz i thought i tried and theres no any other solution. sometimes, your reply is a huge sigh for me. well im sensitive.. but atleast ?... idk.. i want us just to stay close thats all. i never knew we'd get this close, but alhamdulillah we are. i love you adik. in case you dont know i could always remind you that i've always treated you like one sis.

besidessssss. i miss all of my wonderful 4a3'10. really alot. outing plz? :( much love xxxx