its going to end someday, somehow.

hello! today was greattttt but not during the lower sec recess when i walked pass that sumone. and during CPA which i felt like crying.
so yeaaaaa. laught alott.
skipp to recess . sit with connie they suddenly they laugh ?
they told me otw down to the canteen just now they keep saying " LELE LELE "
its one of a girl name. so nabeela asked connie " what is LELE ? " hahahah!
it was stupid. although i wasnt there, how connie say it i alrd get the joke. nabeela dunnoe whaat is LELE. hahah i mean who. lol .
so yea. recess over. khilda came to me. and start mention-ing afiq.. HAHAHAH -.-
hugged for no reason, slapped ahlian and shouted. HAHAHAHA ahlian so innocent.
so after recess was english. told mr chia i wanna change back to uniform. den walked long way with amirul morgan faizuddin and siyan den atlastt ms erda PUMPED us .. HahAHA
20 times. so yea. english kinda slept for while cuz i suddenly feel like ? lol sleepy after kena pumped. haha random.
CPA sit with nobody. hahahahahah.
faaiz keep asKING QUESTION and i sortof irritated i said " i dunnoe lahhh!" hahaha
okay skip SEL. played some games. didnt really participate. quiet boringg lorrr .
ibrahim was chasing ahmad. den ahmad knock down the ladder and fell. his hand swollen. den ms wang say can someone go and get ice. so im the first to run hahaha. den connie followed.
gave him the ice. den go to next station. i didnt participate. i listened to din's walkman.. hahaha.
so the bestt part
accompany ahmad to CPS for dentist appointment. CPS kids veryyyyy cute lorrrrr!
we come in the dentist and make friendss! the p4 kids super cute!!
keep joking ard. i took alot of videosss!
super had fun with them.. hahaha! dendenden, ahmad brother saw me and run and hide. den when i look away, he come close. den when i look at him he run -.-
hahaha, so, i had to go alrd cuz mum fetching. den i left the dentist. they, followed me behind. they asking me where i going. this cute little kid whom i played with actually sent me to the gate.. HHAHAHAHA
cute rightttttttttttt? hahaha
okay mom fetched me den bro. after dat went home.
dats all :D

hey you, maybe im going to break this friendship. im not going to talk to you. try to ignore you. i will act is if i dont know you, and we never once were friends.

dear you,

Im sorry if i've hurt you.
i would like to thank you for everything.
thanks for having a heart to helped me and cheer me up when im down.
i appreciate it lots.
i want you to know that no matter what happen. or who im with
i still do love you.
last wk, you heard that i am sumone elses. i can tell by your face
youre not that happy. you tried to hide it and acted normal. yet you failed.
i overheard you saying youre jealous.
im sorry ): i know youre sad. but dont be, i'll be sad too.
till you told me the truth, den i know how sad are you.
you told me u wanted to have me bck but not after you heard im with sumone else.
and upon hearing that, u get even upset.
and now you have yours, and i have mine.
and theres no more chance for us to get back together again.
no more chance, totally.
i want you to move on with your life.
no matter what happen, you'll never be forgotten.