SY/\ffY :D

i feel so stressed. well not really but just stress.. firstly i dont know why suddenly this feeling is cming back. a feeling of....just a feeling that make me upset and cry out of a sudden. first was about somethings that upsets me, oh someone who doesnt mean their words. one day, i hope i could just show you things u once said to me. i always keep it.

oh, 2nd, im back with someone i loved few years bck, but theres only 1 person knows about us, and that person is the someone i just mention. well, i tried my best to trust that person. im still trying, well i hope that person wont break the trust. well, now im with him, its like hes expecting too much? or isit just what im feeling? i dont know but i think eversince the day i got back with him, ive been making him upset by not responding to his needs. well wait, by not spending time with him. hey, sorry but i have friends too right? c'mon bby..i'll try my best to find time to spend with you okay?

(moving on.. i dont seem to be concentrating on my work these few days.. why? dont ask why.. i dont know): i hope things will get back to normal... well im normal infront of my friends, but actually im not.. but its okay.. i'll try to just put things behind.. and everyting'll be fine(:

-syaffy.