I feel like posting. i dont know why.
but its about some people. Dont read if not intrested.


i really wished you would leave me alone. i've got someone, and you've got someone too. now, stop disturbing me? stop the rumors. like seriously, you're just being an idiot, and, very childish. you keep saying things. It hurts. ARG! i wish you would really stop all this stupid things seriously. but it will be great, if you leave me alone :) -

I feel the bond in our friendship. i think that everytime i see you, you make me smile, eventhough its nothing. Really make me smile y'know. You dont, cause i never tell you. You're the sweetest junior :) Never fail to say you love me each day, before ending convo. Haha. I hope, this friendship last forever. I love you, Junior :)

Baby, thanks for always making me smile. You;re also the reason why i smile each day :) you never fail to make me laugh with you very-dumb jokes and actions. Stay happy always and thanks for the present :)
Love you alot :)

hmmm, prelims is coming. i have to like study. yeah, start studying alrd. i hope this is the last post for the time being :) goodluck for prelims everybody! :D

heylo!! i promised sumone i would update 4 days later, 4 days ago. HAHAHA.
so hi! first ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! YAYYAYYAYYAYYYAY!
THANKS EVERYBODY FOR THE AWESOME DAY!
THANKS BRENDA FOR SPAMMING MY PHONE UNTIL 83 MSGs!
THANKS NABEELA SIYAN CONNIE, URG, FOR THE PRESENT!
THANKS, ROSNIE, MUZAINAH AND AHMAD FOR THE CARD!
THANKS BBY FOR THE NECKLACE AND BAND :)
THANKS THE REST FOR BASHING ME .
So the first to wish me was NADIAH :) hahahah. 12am sharp!
second was adriana. third was i think, MORGAN :D
followed by, SIYAN :D! den FAIZUDDIN :D
den CONNIE :D
fter that i forget alrd. alot ppl text me , i cannot see la. very diff!
early morning, 6 msg. all replied. den aft that 11 msg, den goes on.
wah, but still the pro-est in brenda, 83.
zzzzzz. fb alot ppl wish. so yeahh. never really go count. hahaha.
ANYWAY, THANKS AGAIN! FOR THE WISH, PRESENT, and bashing.
hahahahaha. I LOVE TODAY! ALOT LIKE YEAH, ALOT :)
THATS ALL :D GOOD NIGHT!

been awhile since i last update. hmm. i wanna update about;
NATIONAL CREATIVE PERCUSSION COMPETITION :D

yeahhhh. it was awesome :D!
reached school, train 2 times before going!
bussed to somerset. guess what. we the first sch to reach. HAHA!
photographer took our photos. jumpshot and more. haha.
since we're early. mryap let us go for idk how many minutes of breakfast.
skipped all the way to......... performance.
primary school category damn cute all of them. i keep looking at this cute little guy which is the leader. haha! really cute.
ohoh. FTPSS ppl are friendly :) i like.
after everything ended. waited for results.
and WE WON THE THIRD PRIZEE! YAYYYYYYYYY GOODJOB CLEMENTSTARS. LOVE ALL OF YOU, AWESOME PPL :D

okay. den group photo. we only friendly with top 3. lol! wth-.-
took photos with the naval base who won second.

and first which is first toa payoh (Y)

aft that left scape park. waited quite long for the bus.
and oh guess what. the throphy dropped. broke. well, its over alrd. dont want say.
head back to sch.
slacked for awhile. 5 left sch. went ananas with amirul isaac and ahmad. den ahmad and amirul went LAN. i accompany isaac go big book shop. we spent an hour there. crapping. HAHAHAH much-.-
mum fetched me at busstop. mum all wanted to go JB. she want send me to aunt house. but i want go home change first. so i went home, bathe. den aft that lazy go aunt house. so i was alone at home all the way til 2am. with no food. haha! i slept la. damn tired. slept at 830pm.
thats all.
and dear clemeNTstars, goodjob welldone and thank you for everything. goodjob upon winning the third prize! from 4th merit to third prize. its really a nice try. much effort put in. this is the last year alrd. and we wont be participating in such things anymore. all of you make this last year a very awesome one. and im so gonna miss all of you once we graduate :') Love you all -vice president and leader, ~Syaffy :D

last but not least, thanks the awesome photographer, taufiq! thanks for your time and effort! thanks for uploading the hell lots of photos (hahahah) and thanks for wanting to edit for us and make it special ! thanks alot love!

Oh god, sch reopening soon. sad!
hws not done! ugh! esp, testimonial writing, darn it, i lost the paper! lost! LOST!
howwwwwwww ? ):
malay, two paper, malay damn easy for me la, i can finish in less than and hour.
so yea, im still at aunts place. later have to send sis to tuition. TIRED!
hmm, prelims around the corner, and i havent touch my book ):
ARG! stress ya know.
idw sch reopen so fast -.-



i feel our friendship bond closer. and im loving it, maybe becuz this is my last year, and i think u somehow change, and i can feel you're starting to treasure me. youre simply the best. Love you :)

you, are you trying to break ppl friendship? stop spreading things that are fucking not true. youre a fcking busted, damn faggot, lastly son of a bitch. " im so dissapointed in you! "

Just 1 more month <3 yayyyyyyy :D

syaffAwesome, out ~

i suddenly feel like posting. kay,
today at clementi til 2 with amirul ahmad and uzair.
LAN awhile den vivo after that. okay at vivo very funny. we laughed alot there.
our purpose to go there is, go to th starhub customer service. help him talk becuz he shy-.- hahahaha. his sim card got problem. and oh! ahmads que number is 2012. hahahah! cool seh. spent atlest an hour la. not like crowded or what. but, the person check ahmad phone until so long -.- okay la, we were'nt very bored there, we sit there, talktalk, laughlaugh. make fun of everybody there. HAHAHA we're the only ones there laughed alot la. we go starhub to make fun of everybody? hahaha, BIG joke. someone look like MR YAP and IP man hahaha seriously funny. joke alot. okay after that, walk around vivo, helped brenda with checking stuff. amirul damn crap la. go disturb the newurbanmale statue -.- hahah den aft that, went to ben&jerrys. woooo, spent alot there la.. we que and buy like 4 times ?haahhaah! after that, trained home alone booo. they alight at outram, i trained all the way to punggol. oh, i complete my song for muzainah. ahaha, gerek. anyhow write. okay, i think thats all/

you know the feeling of yea, we always talk, everyday, without fail, and now we're not talking anymore. SUCKS. really. i dont know whats your problem. never reply when italk to you. zzz much.

when u have sumone , u tend to forget me. den when that someone somehow didnt really talk to you, u come find me. i msg u always never reply, when u msg me, u expect me reply? HAHA abit funny ley. tot u said u didntwant to be with that someone, and when i get to knowyoure with that someone, im not surprise, really. i gotta admit, sometimes, your attitude sucks. abit attitude problem.

today is 18, loved <3>

\i would really greatly appreciate if u stop, stop, spamming me. i didnt reply u in less den a minute u would send one more msg. den if i never reply 1hr, will u send me 60 msg? its really irritating, and you know i get irritated easily. if you're spamming me again, dont ever wish im replying any msges from you, really.

this 4 paragraphs is for 4 different ppl which u wont know its for you. (except the 18 thing-.-)

Hey. here to blog. sumone told me to update. i wanted to update about today.
but not in a mood to. i always knew when im too happy, theres always sumthing which will spoil it. really.
just want to say that, i had lots of fun today. but not now, at night.
so yea.
i knew you for more than a year, but why must........it happen now?
why???????????? is there any answer to this question? why???
really, i want this friendship, like how they used to be.
i dun want it to just gone like that. you're the best and i really mean, the best.
i really dun wanna lose you as i alrd lost sumone in my life.
so anw, i really really really hope, our friendship will still be like how it used to be.

Sorry for not updating. i feeling kinda lowlow now. but i feel like posting.
today is sunday. im missing sumone ): idk why so sudden. but seriously.
you know. i woke up this morning. was hoping for sumone msg. but its someone elses msg. how sad..
seriously. i may make the wrong decision. but its already happen. and i already promise i'll get back to you.
you know i never told you this before. but im writing it. no one could replace you. sighh.
went online at 9. i think? chat with etaine. and yea. till 330 , rite ?
yea, after i went offline, just den i realise theres someone im missing. really.
sumone i used to chat with, for 5 hours. that suddenly comes to mind.. ARG.
and from there. i seriously try to put it all behind. i cant. tried singing for siyan. i cant. feels like somthing bothering me. seriously.
tried making a cover. and i cant sing! ARG. whats with me ):
etaine&siyan. thanks for being there(':