its been so long ... that i havent use this blog
i tried to update...but my laptop at home is not working..
i wanna update right now na na... i wanna update right now na na
k
enuf.
hahaha so ya been so long..that i havent update. well nobody even read it anw
i think i wanna update today cuz like so bored uh ntg to do :(

so hi, i just recorded a cover of e.t by katy ferry...urh, katy perry i mean.haha
its a request. so yeah. to me, abit not nice cuz katy perry the voice abit the high.
so yeah enjoy watching it. i love you.

hahaha k. btw, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 13 DAYS TIME YAY! OR ...NAY? HAHAH NAH.. YAY!
BEST. I HAVE nadiah hazwani to count down with me. and the rest which is the rest. hhaahaha k.
my youngest bro bdae in 3 days time. wooo he's turning 3! yay my brother <3 yeah.
wayho. oh, people have been asking, what you want for your bdae?hah! a present duh!?
yeah, i asked from my aunt and mum a guitar, a condenser mic. haha which i dont think i will get it la. super expensiveeeeee. idk what i want la. i also dont care what people give. its the thoughts that count. heh. chey,
btw, there will be a chalet on 23rd of july. haavent invite ppl. ah , all come ah!
haha no surprises like last year. cuz that time surprise until not enough food -.-
got scolded sia me. on my birthday. wtF
haha its okay, so yeah.
i hope boyf can come :( mum wanna meet him. hahah wah. heh! :)
i think thats all for now. i have nothing in mind. i will update again when i have alot in mind and when im bored k! yeah, bye!
syafffays out :)

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Who Says

hello. wow its been like bery long since i updated. yeah. its like so dead. but i dont know why im blogging now. yeah think im just super bored. im bored and tired. very tired than anything. i dont have enough sleep. seriously. i can faint you know. i kinda "black out" when i reached home yesterday. was tired + sick + weak. yes i black out. once i reach home, i just collapsed and wake up two hours ago realising i was on the floor of my bedroom behind the door. wow much. when my maid open the door, that woke me up. haha. yes im very tired. btw, i got alot to blog about actually. but i'll do it other day perhaps. im very tired. VERY. idk how many times i said that. but im seriously am. hope i wont black out again, cuz i have to go out later. Out ~

2011 :(

SO IM FAMOUS WITH THE NAME OF GAGAP ALRD EH ? BAIK PER. MANE DAPAT NAMER.
inspired by Bancho. HAHAH! not.
i got question. i want it to be answered. i want a good answer, i treat u kfc. (or call 995 \m/)
Why everyone update their blog uh. like touched uh. terpegang -_- haha.
okay la. dont need answer, i got an answer. i'll treat myself.
but im not saying. haha .
since everybody update, i also lor.
WAIT, 2011 IS A BAD START FOR ME :( I HAVE FEVER :( SO NOT FAIR. I NEVER WISHED FOR THAT EH.
Nvm, from there, i think 2011 may not GONNA BE A good year. haha.
okay i dont wish for that either.
I WISH FOR AN AWESOME 2011 :)
okay so lets start. im not gonna mention one by one like everybody did, becuz....if i do that, i got alot ppl to mention.
i got alot of fans you see ;) haha!
eh, perasan seorang diri pun okay per. my blog . haha but seriously. ALOT.
2010 has been the wondefullest year ever! but 1994 is better. cuz thats when i first stepped into the world. uhhhh. bleh :p
2010, met alot of people :) k la. make friends.
1st are the sec 1's. awesome k. but not all :p joke
-get close w some juniors :)
-SO EFFING BONDED WITH THE MOST BELOVED 4A3 <3
-Met people from other schools, such as, first toa payoh. the percussion finals.
they are just, awesome :)

AH AND THE BEST NT CONCERT EVER. <3>
IM GONNA MISS CTSS FUCKING BADLY :( REALLY. SIGH.
and more. though there are fights happened between some.. i dont want to lose them. really.
I AM SO SENSITIVE ABOUT PEOPLE FEELINGS. who ask? but yeah.
before i hurt, i think twice
after i hurt them, im hurt too. den i will think about how would they feel. it affects me alot.
and after that, i apologize.
okay whatever.
i would like to thank everybody for the wonderful friendship. :)
Thanks Muzainah and, Adriana for the blog post . really i have nothing to say, but only thanks alot :)

Ahh this one . thanks for the text, ;
thiam woon, celest, adriana, nabeel, connie, dian, Ahmad, Gabriel, Sarah, Brenda, Khilda, Atiqah, Kenny, Muzainah, Morgan, Ratanja, Eden, SiYan, Zack(bro friend), Nadiah, Rosnie, Rozzi, Kelly and Syafiq :)
the text that i have in inbox. i think i accidentally delete some siol :(
STUPID.

I GOT ONE MORE WISH. I HOPE THE COURSE THAT I APPEAL FOR, I WILL GET IN.
MY BODY IS GETTING HOTTER :( OMG.

OKAY , JUST THIS I GUESS. SHORT POST.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! HAPPY TWO THOUSAND AND ELEVEN :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIRTHDAY PEOPLE.
WAH 1ST JAN BABY. LIKE SO COOL LIKE THAT.

Hi , i feel like posting.
i just feel sad. k fine. its been 3 days. i dont wanna feel sad anymore. i should move on. i have to accept it. it has happen.
so anyway. i wrote a song.. but im not sure to record it.. or should i wait ?
becuz maybe im getting THAT FREAKING MIC which i want for a long time alrd.
Condenser mic/studio mic. oh please. Someone promised to get for me by next week. Hopefully i will get it . Please :(
Tomorrows result day. oh no. im so stressed please. why? becuz i afraid .... better not say. im just really scared :(
move house next year? yeahyeah i cant wait too. mum promised she'll have my room like a jamming studio. aww :')
you know why they promised me all this; for they just want me to continue schooling . cuz i told them i want to quit. but they say if they give me what i want, i have to promise to continue schooling.
Its fine with me. cuz what im gonna get its just so worth it, its what i wanted all this while. yeah. all this while, mum been sacrificing alot for me.
she even promised me my own laptop when bonus.
I love you mom :')
okay so moving on, today is just another boring day. simply have nothing to do. Nothing!
bro went out. he's so weird today okay. he played runescape (?) out of sudden. he watched power puff girls. he even wore a shirt, late grandma bought for him, after idk how many years. haha. okay wth.
i guess i have nothing much to say alrd ?

Okay im out. ~

okay update la update.
someone ask to update. dead alrd right.
lazy to update alrd.. some more my mood is...yknow.. sigh
so jyeah
on monday, movie with Muzainah, sarah, taufiq and ahmad.
THE HAUNTED HOUSE PROJECT.
hahahaha eh gerek . so funny that actually a penakot watch a horror movie in cinema.
Funny? why? becuz they too scared, they shock wrong timing. haha! perangai.. waste money also right, if they go there just to close their eyes? only hear sound effect. puas hati pi dengar radio (Y)
but its okay. hahaha, brave la. atleast they watch half of it. and saw some scene which until now, they're traumatized. HAHA! hows the feeling. pfft.
i sleep so peacefully. k just random.
so yeah, on monday.. i kinda late. haha! muz reached outram, i still at punggol.
i ran to busstop like and idiot. i thought i was the only one late. but im the first among the late comers (Y)
suppose to watch 1210 show, end up watching 455pm show. wait for 455 is like, waiting for .... yeah, waiting for my nenek to grow older than me. link? nope. haha
like waiting for snow. yeah. so aft taufiq reach, we decided to walk around. iluma so high, so decided to take lift. take lift also like never take before. HAHAHAHA
taufiq was busy looking at the storeys, until he pressed open istead of closed. HAHA inside joke. just stoopid.
the moose is hungry. so walk around. so fickle.cannot choose where to eat.
TAUFIQ FLIRT W THE MCDONALD SOMETHING LA.
OMG. HAHAHAHA.
suddenly donwan macdonald, walk around. want go KFC, we saw ahmad and sarah. haha
skipskipskipskip.
after eating, we walk back to iluma. skip til 455
we sat at the cinema there, till 445 ? buy popcorn also v difficult. we shared money :) sumone shared $0.50. what shit sia. hahaha :P
okay so went in. sitting arrangement was
Taufiq, muz, me, sarah, ahmad.
hahah! sat beside two scary cats -.- k why am i disturbing the penakot from just now. hahaha.
okay, muz was funny. she kinda jumped when its not suppose to be scary. i hold back my laughter cuz its just epic. she jumped for nothing. HAHAH!
taufiq : kalau takut think of maher zain.
HAHAHAHAH kinda cracked us up. so random. taufiq can actually make fun of some scenes -.- hahah. ESP YOGA! HAHAHAHAH YOGA!
MUZ, NIGHTMARE AFTER READING THIS OKAY! HAHAH YOGA LIKE SUPER OUCH MAN, OUCH.
i think the ghost used to be a yoga instructor.
okay alot of scary scenes i lazy type. while watching movie , i was wondering why the PENAKOT GIRL didnt jumped. guess what. she closed her eyes. hahaha!
but she saw some scary scenes ah. at the end, the ghost suddenly pop out. fiq goes " wah! fck. kanasai!" hahaha wth.
okay so after movie, they keep talking about it . all the way. while walking. while standing while in mrt. even in the crowd fiq keep doing the yoga. kinda obscene ah. hahah!
Totally had and awesome day with them. even though i felt like crying before movie. i manage to not care and concentrate on movie.
Thanks for the wonderful monday! its awesome. hope to catch a movie with the same ppl again!
OUT~

oh wait. i just remembered.
Happy birthday to my late grandma! :( i miss you super alot, more than words could tell how much i miss you. you're just the best grandma in the world. I love you very much and i miss you :'( 3 years since youre gone :(
Your beloved inseparable granddaughter :)

Hi all :D kay i know my blog is dead. haha since i have nothing to do now,

i'll update it. and its gonna be very random okay..

well, today is just fcking boring day, nothing to do at home. bro snatched laptop from me in the morning, and while waiting for the laptop i watched step up 3D. haha. and yeah, last monday , went out. easy to say , i went out the whole week. no staying at home. went to town like twice. haha. went alot to never-go-before places, with awesome people. haha.

why is 2010 passing very fast ? very fast leh. this year like..... just fast la. IM GONNA MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE BADLY :( yeah.

Awesome class, 4A3, awesome juniors. and teachers .. ahh, very sad you know.

i dont wanna leave laa :(

oh ya, i miss NT concert too :( the one and only thing im gonna miss alot.. never get to perform with the same ppl again :(

NT concert was a memorable day, duhh. all the fun times spent with juniors :( rehearsels, jokes, the trolley pushing at CSC .. just everything ..

i miss all of them..

ALL

Bunch of awesome people..

okay so yeah, on the 18th of november will be the Graduation ceremony+prom night.
Graduation ceremony aww :( nvm.. theres still OCIP!

okay guess what. im going duhh. i dont care. no matter how much i hate the fact that 3A3 is going, i'll just go. the last time gonna spend with my class. well, i hope everybody's going ? is everybodys going ?

den 29 november bbq with the 2a3's . wooo yeah. cant wait :) they're just sweet can, they have bbq, they invite us :')

and after that, i guess no more ? :( SAADD!

All the good things come to an end ... hmmm.
i have ntg much to continue. hah, i'll blog some other day :)